It feels like this month was two days long. I don’t know if I did a lot or if I did little, but I do know that time is a friend. A tough-love friend, but a friend, one that knows what I need in order to heal, flourish, and grow. And I’m learning to trust that.
Here are some of the things I took with me on this blurry trip of a month.
- “My Blood” by Twenty One Pilots. The vibe is somehow happy in an edgy way and I’m super into it. “Levitate” is such a jam, too. Their new album comes out in less than a month and obviously I’m ready.
- Joey Stamper’s cover of “In My Blood.” It brought a little boost of strength on a rough day.
- Jason Gray’s “The Kipper Gray Sessions” ep. Written by Jason and produced by his son Kipper, this ep is upbeat, positive, and a bit unique from the rest of the work he’s done (which I also love). My favorites from it are “Be Your Own Kind of Beautiful” and “Time.”
- “My Refuge” by Rivers & Robots. Vibey and thought-aligning.
- “Fine” by Spencer Sutherland. The sound reminds me of “Dela” from George of The Jungle for some reason (which is more than fine with me), and the lyrics are just good, because we have all been able to relate at some point. “I’m afraid of being honest cuz my honesty ain’t nice.” [A little profanity]
- “Take This Slowly” by The Gray Havens. Y’all know I love The Gray Havens and the atmosphere of safety they create in their music. The lyrics of this one particularly hugged me this month. “Still I’ve heard all that I have in a moment is hardly a sign, of everything coming my way; I believe when I need it, it will be mine.”
If you want all of this music in a playlist, I already made it! It’s available on Spotify and YouTube. I use it for the whole year, so scroll to the bottom for the newest additions.
- “A Boy Band Styled Me For A Week, Feat. PRETTYMUCH.” Way too entertaining. I weirdly love seeing young guys have a sense of style.
- The House With a Clock in Its Walls. A Halloween movie that isn’t scary or gross, just fun and a little spooky. I think kids are the target audience, so there are definitely cheesy moments, but I still enjoyed it as a grown up.
- This video from Emily Wilson about self-pressure in dating. So important. I once started sobbing because I felt so guilty about dating someone when I didn’t know if was going to marry him or not, and I hate that this is a mentality ingrained in so many of us. We are allowed to not know everything. We are allowed to see potential in someone and want to know them more, see what might happen. We are allowed to enjoy the moment we are in with someone without pressuring ourselves about how long it will last. It doesn’t mean we aren’t being wise or discerning, and it certainly doesn’t mean we’re transgressing.
- “Elizabeth Olsen Tries to Keep Up With a Professional Chef” on Bon Appetit. I adore Lizzie and want to be friends with her so bad, and seeing her personality shine in this setting only confirms it.
- The Good Doctor. It just came back for season two! I really enjoyed the first season and all the growth we got to see happen in the characters, so if it continues that trend I’m going to be a happy camper. Fingers crossed!
I was going to make fun of myself for not finishing any books since May, but honestly? I’m slightly proud of myself. My best friend and I were talking and somehow we coined the term “intellectual obesity;” I used to feed myself so much information from so many different sources, and it wasn’t actually good for me. Instead, it cluttered my thoughts and didn’t allow me time or clarity to regulate what got to stay in my brain and what needed to be shown the door. I’m taking care of myself a bit better now, and part of that (maybe not forever, but at least for right now) means I’m not reading much. That’s okay.
What fed you this month?
This has been a month of expanding and healing, mostly through resting. Which feels strange and almost contrary, but it isn’t. I’m learning time isn’t an enemy, but a friend. A tough-love friend that takes longer than I’d like, but that makes things right. God is so good to me, and time always shows me the truth of that– past, present, future. I’m taking heart, and resting.
Here are a few things that nestled in with me this month.
- “The Breakup Song” by Francesca Battistelli. I scream the chorus in my car on a regular basis.
- “Known” by Tauren Wells. Beautiful lyrically, well-done musically.
- “Home” by TheBandFoster. My sweet friends are such a talented trio of siblings and their new single is lovely.
- “New Light – Zookëper Remix” by John Mayer. The song was already a jam and then they had to go and make a remix. Bless.
- “Pink Moon” by Nick Drake. I heard it on my quirky local radio station and now it regularly sneaks softly back into my head. It’s just gentle and sweet.
- Fleurie’s “Portals” album. A modern poet who puts her intricate words to dreamy, ethereal pop music? I am such a fan of hers. Her first full length release is definitely worth a listen. My favorite track is “Out of The Blue,” and I also love “Explosions of Grandeur” and “Future Signs.”
- “I Forgive You” by The Truth Experiment. I really connected to this song because it felt like someone I used to know could say the words. I think it’s interesting that the verses talk about the wrongs the speaker has done, but the chorus is about them forgiving the other person; near the end it seems as if the speaker is about to ask for forgiveness, but then it once again goes into them doing the forgiving instead. I don’t know if it was intentional or not, but it feels like they’re coming from a place of wanting to humble themselves and be forgiven but not quite knowing how to get there. [A little profanity.]
- “God Knows (Must Be Love)” by Andrew Ripp. The live one-take version he did with a choir is iconic and pumps me up in the morning as I get ready for the day.
- Joey Stamper’s sixty-second covers. Follow him on Instagram and be blessed. He even recently released an album of them; “Mine” and “Otw/Psycho” are favorites from it. His voice is legitimately one of the best I’ve heard, and he’s talented in instrumentation and production, too.
If you want all of this music in one playlist, I have one! It’s on Spotify and on YouTube. I use it all year so scroll to the bottom for the newest additions.
- All six Mission Impossible movies. The first is slightly cheesy but completely iconic, the second is ridiculous but the let’s-jump-off-our-motorcycles-and-body-slam scene was worth it, and all the following movies are so engaging, interesting, straight up cool, and enjoyable. Such a good franchise. The latest installment, Fallout, is probably my favorite and seeing it was what pushed me to catch up on all the others (because apparently I grew up under a rock?); it’s even beautifully shot. I’m a fan.
- Crazy Rich Asians. A cute rom-com that also manages to touch on themes like cultural family dynamics and struggling to find a place in them. [A few inappropriate moments but nothing that made me wince; it was mostly spoken.]
- Jess and Gabriel‘s videos. I watch very few vloggers anymore, but Jess and Gabriel have a good balance with how much they share, and they make me laugh and warm my heart.
- Worst Cooks in America. So scripted but still so funny.
- The Great Food Truck Race. Basically I just watch Food Network at this point.
- “Why You Should Embrace The Forgiveness Mindset” by Dr. Caroline Leaf. I love her work. She takes her research as a neurologist and shares it plainly with practical application, and she even points us to where we can find those same concepts in scripture and use them to grow not only mentally but spiritually. This article on how forgiveness affects our brains and our well-being is so, so good.
- Tifforelie‘s Instagram. Not only does she take lovely photos, her captions are full of honesty and non-cheesy insight about thriving in life, cultivating joy, and healing in the midst of heartache and grief and pain. This post of hers from last month has been sitting in the back of my mind as a comforting presence since I read it.
I have two jobs now and haven’t been prioritizing reading, but as I figure out how to manage my time better you can keep up with my book progress on Goodreads.
What fed you this month?
This month was hard. I can’t and won’t pretend it wasn’t. But I also can’t and won’t pretend that I haven’t been learning, loving, receiving love, and growing into greater measures of mental and emotional health, to the best of my ability. Loss is hard. Change is hard. Processing so many things at once is hard. But we don’t have to do it by ourselves. We can’t, and we don’t have to.
Here are a few of the little things that managed to ride along with me.
- Vance Joy. Everything by him. The man can write a poignant, innocent, intimate love song. His album “Dream Your Life Away” is such a great work; “Straight Into Your Arms” was particularly special to me this month.
- “Jumpsuit” by Twenty One Pilots. A highly anticipated comeback I didn’t know I’d care about as much as I do. These guys create such unique and meaningful things that make me want to be passionate with them.
- “Bad” by Lennon Stella. The lyrics capture a feeling that’s hard to put into words– still loving someone who hurt you, because before they hurt you they actually loved you well. I’m obsessed with the way the music is modern and has a strong backbeat, making it feel less victimized and more observational. And her voice is so cool. Basically she just nails everything in this. “I wish that you woulda treated me bad; truth is you couldn’t have loved me better. Now I’m left feeling twice as sad…”
- “Just For The Record” by Lucie Silvas. Insightful lyrics I needed sung over me.
- “Little Things” by One Direction. Sweet and cozy. And I know it’s a little old now, but I didn’t have a 1D phase so I didn’t know it before; sue me
- “On and On” by Christ Church Manchester Music ft. Jake Woodward. Warm, dreamy, comforting.
- “Out of the Blue” by Fleurie. This song was special to me from the moment she released it; it honestly shocked me just how much I loved it and felt connected to it. She creates such consistently lovely things, but this might be my new favorite. Gorgeous and heart-meeting in every aspect.
- “Storehouse” by The Gray Havens. I love everything these guys do. Even when it has a more somber vibe it is still always uplifting. Their work just feels very safe for my heart and I appreciate it so much. I’m into this new single.
- Andrew Belle’s version of “Fade Into You.” It’s like something that would be playing during a slow dance in a gritty teen movie, and for some reason I cannot get enough of that vibe.
- “no place like hope” by Zachary Knowles. A chill jam I had on repeat for days, complete with buttery voices and a melancholy sweetness. “You’ve been trying to figure out true love; you’ve had it all from the start.”
If you want all of this music in one place, I’ve made a playlist! It’s on Spotify and on YouTube. I use it all year, so scroll to the bottom for the newest additions. [Some of this month’s music was only available on one platform or the other, so unfortunately neither of the platforms have the complete list.]
- Ant-Man and The Wasp. Y’all know I love Marvel and see every movie they release as soon as I can. This movie was no exception, but I admit I wasn’t as excited for it as others (especially now that Infinity War just has me waiting in agony for part two); however– it was so good! I laughed a lot, I gasped a few times, and I screeched at the end. Super enjoyable and a good contribution to the Marvel universe.
- Ocean’s 8. A fun film with a stellar cast. Also, blonde Sandra Bullock slayed me, I wasn’t ready.
- “Hilary Duff Plays With Puppies While Answering Fan Questions.” A lot of love for our forever big sister.
- “Natalie Portman Tries to Keep Up With a Professional Chef.” Gold. Also I want to cook with Natalie Portman now.
- Won’t You Be My Neighbor? I don’t watch documentaries that often, but the theater I work at was showing this one and I had a free afternoon so I was able see it. I grew up watching Mr. Rogers, like many of us did, and learning more about his life experiences and the mindset and heart he brought to his work was inspiring and uplifting. I legitimately pulled a notepad from my purse and wrote down a few lines during the film because they struck such a chord. If you get a chance to see it, I say do it!
A bit like last month: I didn’t have the time or the brain power to read very much. I’m hoping that soon I’ll be in a place where I’m able to catch up on some of the books I’ve stuck bookmarks in. Until then, I’m on Goodreads if you want to see my reading updates in real time.
What fed you this month?
Such a wild month for me, filled with open doors and curiosity and good gifts. I’m really focusing on not combing through God’s blessings, turning them every angle they can be turned to test if they’re truly good. God gives good gifts. Now is the time to be thankful and to walk in them and to let my heart leap. He’s declared that over me, and I believe you can take that promise as your own, too. He’s so good to us.
Here are a few things that went with me on this trip of a month:
- “Dive Deep” by Andrew Belle. I’ve loved this song since he released it last year, but the lyrics became personal to me this month. “You have something that I want to keep.”
- “Dreams Tonite” by Alvvays. This song sounds like it’s straight out of the 1970s; I love the vibe and the soft, ethereal qualities of it.
- “Nice to See You” by Vansire ft. Floorcry. Another lovely 1970s-vibed, slowly-falling-in-love song.
- Phil Collins’ “Both Sides” album. Y’all know I love Phil. I found this album on cassette this month, and the first time I listened to it in my car I automatically exclaimed out loud, “Oh, Phil, you didn’t!” He’s so inventive and captures emotions so well. And that’s true of basically all his music, but this album in particular is masterful. Legitimately every song is good, but my favorites from it right now are “Both Sides of The Story” “Everyday” “I’ve Forgotten Everything” “We’re Sons of Our Fathers” “Can’t Find My Way” “Survivors” “There’s a Place for Us” and “We Wait and We Wonder.”
- “Old Friends” by Ben Rector. Somehow it’s fun and a bit moving at the same time, both lyrically and melodically. Definitely my favorite from his new album.
- “Love Will Be Enough For Us” by Dave Barnes. Brings me to tears. So good.
- Thirdstory’s “Cold Heart” album. Their haunting harmonies remind me of a war-era choral group with a modern, groove-driven twist, and their arrangements are simply incredible. Such good work. My favorite song from the album is “On and On,” and I also love “Grows Old” and “Only Love.”
- “Tesitfy” by Jervis Campbell. Athematic and uplifting. “Worship music” isn’t my favorite genre, but when it’s done well, it’s on repeat.
If you want all of this music in one place, I have a playlist! It’s on Spotify and on YouTube; I use it for the whole year, so scroll to the bottom for the newest additions.
- Solo: A Star Wars Story. I wasn’t sure if I kind of glazed over the movie because of the story or because I saw it on a date, but friends have since confirmed that the movie has that effect, haha! It’s fun, it just doesn’t ask you to invest that much in it.
- Chuck. My mom and I finished the series this month, with giggles and misty eyes. Such a fun show. The characters snatch your heart. [Admittedly: there were some slightly inappropriate moments we didn’t think were necessary. I personally enjoy the show enough otherwise to have grace for it in that area, but I know I could also be in a place in my life where I would decide to avoid it.]
- Pollyanna. The scenery and costumes are lovely, and the display of the power of where we place our focus is surprisingly powerful.
- The Princess Bride. I’m at the point with this movie where I think everything in it is funny and brilliant, and I’m okay with that.
- Incredibles 2. Super fun, with some hilarious moments and some sweet ones, too.
- Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom. The Jurassic Park franchise isn’t my favorite, but the trailers for this installment made it seem different and interesting enough for me to give it a chance, and overall I enjoyed it! Of course they had to linger on a few gruesome moments of people being eaten by dinosaurs, but there was still a (basic) storyline. And shout out to the sixty seconds we got of Jeff Goldblum.
I thought I was going to crush it with the summer reading, but I haven’t finished anything yet. I’m reading a few books right now, though, and I’m on Goodreads if you want to keep up with my progress and see full reviews from me once they exist!
What fed you this month?
This was a month of good changes. It’s taken years, but I’m learning to believe in how well God loves me and how widely He opens the world to me, and it’s changing how I make choices and how I carry myself. I’m very grateful for my life and the good things He’s placed in it; I’m praying for the wisdom to steward well.
Here are a few things that walked with me into the new.
- “Everywhere All At Once” by Post Animal. Their first full-length album came out last month and the instrumental intro is the stuff of dreams.
- “River” by Leon Bridges. Gently powerful, led by an incredible voice.
- “New Light” by John Mayer. He did that. At first you cheerfully groove along to it, and suddenly he comes in with the guitar and your jaw drops. Or maybe that’s just me? Either way, thanks for the first tunes of the summer, John.
- Cimorelli’s mashup of “No Scrubs” “Nice for What” and “Friends.” They killed this, especially in the second half. But I’ve come to expect it from these six gifted sisters.
- “Guillotine” by Jon Bellion. Infectious and so well done. “The secrets you tell me, I’ll take to my grave. There’s bones in my closet, but you hang stuff anyway…”
- Phil Collins’ “Face Value” album. My car plays cassettes, so I get to belt along to some of my favorite classics on my commute. I play Phil way too much; the song I currently belt the most passionately is “You Know What I Mean.”
- “Video Sunshine” by Knox Hamilton. I’m so happy to be getting new music from these guys! This is a dancey yet relaxed summertime jam.
- Pretty much everything by Joseph Tilley; I love his vibe and his youthful voice. Lately his song “Feelings” has been on repeat.
If you want all of this music in a playlist, I already made one! It’s on Spotify and on YouTube; scroll to the bottom for the newest additions.
- The Fugitive. A engaging action movie with a well-paced, well-told story and great performances by Harrison Ford and Tommy Lee Jones.
- Childish Gambino’s “This Is America” music video. So much to unpack; every element means something. Brilliant.
- The movie-length pilot episode of Father Dowling Mysteries. Cheesy yet engrossing.
- This video from Emily Wilson about standing up for yourself and sharing your honest thoughts as a woman. So important to keep this truth close.
- Continued watching Chuck (currently on season four) and Designated Survivor.
- The Amazing Spider-Man #1 by Nick Spencer, Ryan Ottley, Cliff Rathburn, and Laura Martin. Free Comic Book Day was this month and my mom found the Spider-Man comic they were giving away while I was at work. Comic books are short, especially when they’re still coming out, but I have a lot of fun reading them, especially Spider-Man.
- Boundaries by Dr. Henry Cloud and Dr. John Townsend. Such a helpful book with a lot of solid insight. I read it over a couple of months so I had time to let the principles take shape and to practice them. I did think a couple of times that it speaks a lot about how important it is to have boundaries and the effects of them in our lives, yet lacks a bit of instruction on how to actually go about creating them. Maybe it’s a very situational thing, though, so it would be hard to sum up? Regardless, I gained a lot of insight and assurance from reading it. [I would like to note: in some instances scripture is used a bit out of context, which bothered me.]
- The Blue Fairy Book by Andrew Lang. A collection of short, sometimes lovely, sometimes crazy fairy tales I slowly made my way through.
If you want bookish updates and full reviews from me, I’m on Goodreads.
What has been feeding you lately?
This month was a whirlwind. I feel like it just began, yet a lot has happened. I’m thankful that Jesus has been with me for every bit of it, keeping me close to Him and assuring me I’m doing just fine. I honestly didn’t consume a lot of varied art/media this month, maybe because I already felt like things were all over the place, but what I did consume? Pretty solid.
- “Never Enough” from The Greatest Showman. The hands-down best song from the film; emotionally stirring, with absolutely stunning vocals. It’s my current piano practice piece so I hear it all the time, and I’m obsessed still.
- “Stop It (Stripped)” by Sleeping Lion. Somber, yet passionate, too. I think it’s so lovely.
- “I Don’t Want U Back” by BØRNS. What a jam. It makes me dance and also feel kind of empowered about moving on from things that don’t serve me anymore.
- “Love You Like That” by Dagny. Infectious sound and sweet lyrics.
- “Open Arms” by PRETTYMUCH. So much talent! And the song takes such unexpected turns musically and it works so well. I’ve been listening to a lot of their work lately. “Healthy” is an absolute jam, too.
If you want all of this music in one place, I have a playlist! It’s on both Spotify and YouTube; just scroll to the bottom for the newest additions.
- Avengers: Infinity War. It is so, so good. I expected to like it, but I did not expect it to be this high quality. I saw it twice opening weekend, which might have been too much too soon because it made me pretty emotional, but wow it’s good. The various characters in various settings could have felt choppy and all over the place, but it’s so well-written that it’s beautifully cohesive, clearly telling one big story. And we all know I love Tom Holland, but truly: if I had never heard of him or seen him in anything before, I would be an instant fan after his performance in this movie. He absolutely nailed it. Not to discredit anyone else, because I can’t really think of an actor that phoned it in; everyone shined. And Thanos is an incredibly layered villain, it’s wild to witness. I’m rambling now, please just go see it.
- “The Cast of Black Panther Plays Would You Rather.” I want to be friends with everyone in this, please. “W’Kabi has a blanket…”
- Jenna Fischer talking about the space we take up. Love this advice; it’s not just for artists, I think it’s for anyone who feels like they have to be small.
- Honestly, so many interviews with the Infinity War cast. An embarrassing amount. It’s how I’ve been coping. I made a playlist of some of the ones I enjoyed if you want to cope with me.
- The Sound of Music. Because sometimes I listen to the soundtrack when I clean and I wanted to see the lovely visuals, too. Let’s go visit Austria someday, please.
- This video about getting triggered and how to manage it. So simple, so gentle, so comforting. “If you have strong feelings, it could mean you’re a compassionate person, rather than someone whose wound hasn’t healed… Go in the direction of comfort.” I needed this.
- Captain America: The First Avenger. I hadn’t seen it in a while and wanted a refresher. Update: it’s still great.
- Continued watching Chuck (currently on season three, with mixed feelings), Spring Baking Championship, and Designated Survivor.
- The Forgotten Way Meditations by Ted Dekker. I was afraid to read this at first because I was emerging from a season that had been really difficult, in part due to a book that had influenced my thinking and personal theology in negative, destructive ways. But when I reached a point where I felt safe and firmly planted enough to read a bit of non-fiction again, I was very grateful for what I found in this book. It’s split into three parts, and the first two parts are remarkably gospel-centered and share things in a way that is unique and clicks. I will admit, the third part did not have those same qualities to me and brought me back to a bit of a cautious place. But it is definitely still a worthwhile read.
I am reading a couple more books right now, but I haven’t finished them yet. If you want to keep up with my progress and read full reviews when they exist, I’m on Goodreads.
What fed you this month?
It’s been a month of unexpected and hard things, but also of growth through those things. I’m finally learning God redeems every hard thing and uses it for a good purpose, but that He also doesn’t give the hard things to me; He gives good, undisguised gifts and He loves me well. He’s my rock. I’m so grateful to Him. In this hard month, one way He loved me was through music and art. Here are a few of those vessels.
- The Rodgers and Hammerstein Songbook. My friend Karli gave this album to me a few years ago, and lately it has been my go-to housecleaning soundtrack. Some of my consistent favorites from it have been “The Surrey With The Fringe on Top” and “Younger Than Springtime” (William Tabbert’s voice… swoon). [I dislike both Oklahoma! and South Pacific but it doesn’t ruin the songs for me.]
- Kirsten Collins and Box of Beats’ cover of “Supernova.” Their vocals are insane. I actually like the original song by Ansel Elgort, it’s such a jam, but it does have a little profanity so I usually opt for this solid cover.
- Vance Joy’s “Nation of Two” album. He’s a wonderful songwriter who brings a gentle, authentic air to everything he makes, and his new album is a delight. My favorites from it are “Saturday Sun” “Take Your Time” and “I’m With You.”
- “June” by Briston Maroney. “Ain’t it funny how I wanted this all my life? Ain’t it funny how I got it here and it don’t seem right?” That line hit me deep. And the song is so interesting and unexpected instrumentally, too.
- “gone.” by Day Bit. Something fun yet emotional to put on repeat and somehow feel motivated by.
- NÄM’s “Umlaut” ep. I heard one song from it and was wowed by how it encompassed my musical taste from at least three different stages of my life; it was simply too special and made me look up the rest of their catalogue. This whole ep is absolutely lovely, mixing modern electronic sounds with homey singer-songwriter vibes.
- “Favorite Mistake” by Regal. Nostalgic in an edgy way, if that makes sense? Like it reminds me of what I listened to in the early 2000s also lets me feel some 2018 angst?
- “Please Don’t Leave Me Like This” by Edward & Jane. Feels warm and haunting at the same time. The title alone made me want to like the song, and I wasn’t disappointed.
- “High Altitude” by Davis John Patton. So lovely and gentle. “Just keep your eyes locked ahead; I know the fear you feel. Every time you look down, know I’ve fallen farther than we could…”
- Walk Off The Earth’s cover of “Hey Ya!” This song is already a jam and makes me dance every time, but these guys brought their own fun to it– along with killer vocals– and I’m into it. I’ve been listening to it every day. For sure check out the video, too!
- “Part of It” by Relient K. Oldie but goodie. “It’s not the end of the world, just you and me.”
- “I Think I See You Now” by Tina Boonstra. Calming and beautiful.
- “Creatures” by Glass House Point. Such good vibes; cozy yet energizing.
- “Better With You” by Jesse McCartney. Yes, that Jesse McCartney! His new song is so sweet.
If you want all of this music in a playlist, I’ve made it! It’s on Spotify and YouTube. I use it all year, so scroll to the bottom for the newest additions.
- Chris Evans’ Advice for People with Anxiety and Depression. I’ve adopted “shh” over the past few months, and it truly is weirdly profound. It quiets the brain noise, and allows me to hear Jesus whispering, “Peace, be still.”
- Way too many videos about polishing a resumé. This one was the most practical and helpful for me so I’m sharing in case you’re in the same stress-boat. We’ve got this!
- The Intern. Such an adorable film! Robert De Niro and Anne Hathaway are wonderfully matched co-stars telling a delightful story. The characters face some hardships, but the tone manages to stay lighthearted and uplifting. By the way, can De Niro’s character be my adoptive grandpa? Because I love him to bits.
- Thor: Ragnarok. Because it came out on dvd this month and it still makes me scream with how funny and good it is.
- Chuck. My mom and I needed a new series to watch, and this one is fun, goofy, and heartfelt, with a bit of spy action for good measure. It also reminds me why I had that big crush on Zachary Levi in college. We’re on season two right now. [My only complaint is that the women in the show exist almost exclusively for the eyes of men; Sarah and Ellie are the two that have more substance.]
- Spring Baking Championship. Because I’m a nerd and I can watch the baking and decorating process for hours.
- The new Infinity War trailer. Giggles and tears simultaneously. I’m so ready to see this film next month!
- Matthew Hussey’s advice videos. He’s a life coach who focuses on helping women navigate dating, and while a lot of his materials have cheesy/click-bait titles that don’t reflect the scope of the content, he really does have a lot of practical wisdom to share. He’s direct and tells the hard truth sometimes, yet it’s still somehow encouraging and leaves me feeling empowered to make good choices. Some videos I’ve gleaned from include this one on over-investing, this one on seeking closure, this one on pacing, this one on being ghosted, and this one on getting over a breakup. [Don’t worry, by the way, I’m doing well!]
- Black Panther. Fantastic cast, relevant and tactfully approached themes, and one of the better Marvel movie villains.
- Continued watching The Good Doctor, Designated Survivor, and Worst Cooks in America.
- “For Two Months, I Got My News From Print Newspapers. Here’s What I Learned.” by Farhad Manjoo for The New York Times. An interesting look at how the culture of online news can cultivate anxiety and a sense of false insight in us. I think there’s pros as well as cons, but it’s important to understand the cons and make choices with them in consideration.
- “When Your Soul Has a Bad Idea” by Emily P. Freeman. Such an important and valuable insight. “The answer to dealing with the shocking thoughts that come into my mind isn’t to try to stop having bad thoughts. The answer for me is to refuse to be shocked in the first place and instead, be loved. Be small. Belong to Christ.”
I’m still reading those five books I said I was reading last month and I’ve honestly made no progress in any of them; I simply haven’t been in a place where I want to put extra thoughts into my mind. If you want to keep up with my reading progress when I eventually start making some again, I’m on Goodreads.
What fed you this month?